I'm in love.

And I mean serious love.

I mean I could rock the entire earth and tear it's foundations just for this person.

It is a feeling of embrace, enlightenment.

It makes every feeling as dull as the shadows in comparison.

You notice it in the eyes of the other, and they pierce through without hurting you.

You are kinda drunk near them, you can't deny who you are when you are with them, your personality spills over.

When you think about them you find yourself smirking and eyes shut and head dizzy as hell.

You can't be depressed and jealous because someone else have them under a relationship because you smile every time you think of them.

Real love can't depress you, even though you don't have them you still smile like a moron.

You smile while you write this.

That feeling of smiling is always accompanied by a feeling inside that is much warmer than the warmth of an orgasm.

You don't wanna have sex with them, you want to make love to them.

All below the belt comments and worrying what people would think becomes senseless because you are writing about them so you automatically smile.

You are mad becaus eyou just found an extremely depressing song and you want to absorb it deep into your veins and feel the depression circulating from the radiance of your ears but you can't . . .

. . . guess why? . . .

Because you are smiling.

And you will keep on smiling.

Even when they die.
You will have the stupid grin and people will think of you as crazy.

Even when they are inaccessible,
Because deep down you know your soul belongs to them already.

Even when they just want to be your friends
Because there is the most irrational hope inside your heart

Even when they reject you
Because you know that what goes around comes around and lately your soul has been wandering too close to them.

Even when you're fighting your nightmares
Because every terrifying moment in life has a minor chance of ending that moment with you waking and hugging them.

Even when you are dead.
Because you died thinking of them.

Even when you are dating someone else
Because that otehr person reminds you about them.

When you speak
Because you call that person them for no apparent reason.